When your life becomes a performance for others' approval
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Quick Summary
Buying things you don't need to impress people you don't like. Doing things you don't enjoy to fit in. Living for likes, views, and validation. Welcome to the exhausting performance of seeking external approval.
What Is It?
Performative validation seeking is when you make choices not based on what you want or need, but based on what will earn approval, admiration, or acceptance from others. It's buying expensive clothes to "look successful," attending events you hate because "everyone's going," posting carefully curated social media content that shows only highlights, name-dropping, showing off purchases or achievements, and constantly seeking external validation: "Did they notice? Did they like it? " Your decisions - what you buy, where you go, what you study, who you date - are driven by an external audience rather than internal desires.
The performance becomes exhausting because it never ends, and the validation never feels like enough.
Real-Life Example: Arjun's Expensive Performance
Arjun works a decent job but lives paycheck to paycheck. Why? Because he just bought the new iPhone (even though his old one worked fine), expensive sneakers he saw influencers wearing, and he goes to expensive cafes and restaurants several times a week - always making sure to post photos. " He's constantly stressed about money but can't stop spending on things that project success.
His friends admire his lifestyle. What they don't see: he's in credit card debt, exhausted from maintaining the performance, and deeply anxious that if people saw his "real life," they wouldn't respect him. He once wanted to be a teacher, but that "doesn't have status," so he's climbing a ladder he doesn't even want to climb. One day, he realizes: he's spent years living a life designed for other people's approval, and he's miserable.
He doesn't even know what he genuinely likes anymore because he's been performing for so long.
How to Recognize It
✨ What Gets Unlocked When You Overcome This
When you break free from performative validation seeking, liberation follows. You start making choices based on your values, not others' opinions: taking the job that fulfills you even if it's less prestigious, dressing how you like even if it's not trendy, spending money on what matters to you rather than what impresses others. Financial pressure lifts as you stop the expensive performance. Relationships deepen because you're finally showing your real self - and the people who stay are connecting with the authentic you, not your highlight reel.
You experience genuine confidence that doesn't depend on external validation. The exhaustion of performing 24/7 disappears, replaced by energy for things you actually care about. Social media stops controlling your emotions - you post what's real, or you don't post at all, and either way you're fine. You develop an internal compass: you know what you want, what you value, and what brings you joy without needing anyone else to confirm it.
You stop comparing yourself to others because you recognize everyone's journey is different. Peer pressure loses its power because you're no longer seeking belonging through conformity. You build a life that looks like you, not like an Instagram feed.
Most importantly, you realize: the approval that truly matters is your own. When you accept yourself, others' opinions become interesting feedback rather than your life's currency. The irony: when you stop trying to impress everyone, the right people are impressed by your authenticity. You finally experience peace.
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Understanding the Impact
Short-term
You get immediate validation and approval from others. You feel included and part of the group. You experience temporary boosts in confidence when people admire your choices. You avoid the discomfort of standing out or being different.
Social media likes and comments give you dopamine hits.
Long-term
Financial problems from overspending on things meant to impress others. Chronic anxiety and emptiness - the validation never feels like enough. Identity crisis - you don't know who you really are because you've been performing for so long. Shallow relationships - people are connected to your performance, not your real self.
Career dissatisfaction - you're on a path chosen for status, not passion. Mental health issues: depression, anxiety, burnout from maintaining the performance. Regret - years spent living for others rather than yourself. Comparison addiction - you can never be satisfied because there's always someone more impressive.
Physical exhaustion from overcommitting to maintain social image. The painful realization that the approval you earned is for a fake version of yourself, not the real you.
The Psychology Behind It
This behavior is driven by several psychological mechanisms: 1) Social Proof - humans are wired to look to others to determine correct behavior, especially in ambiguous situations. 2) External Locus of Control - your self-worth is determined by outside validation rather than internal values. 3) Conformity and Peer Pressure - particularly strong during adolescence but continues into adulthood. The Solomon Asch experiments showed people will even deny obvious truths to fit in.
4) Social Comparison Theory - constantly measuring yourself against others, especially amplified by social media's highlight reels. 5) Conspicuous Consumption (Veblen Effect) - purchasing expensive items to signal status. 6) Fear of Missing Out (FOMO) - anxiety that others are having rewarding experiences you're not part of. The dopamine hit from likes, compliments, and social validation creates an addictive cycle: perform → receive validation → feel brief relief → anxiety returns → need more validation.
Your authentic self gets buried under layers of performance.
At the Subconscious Level
Your subconscious learned early that acceptance equals safety. " So your subconscious creates a performance: a more impressive, more successful, more exciting version that you believe is more worthy of love and respect. Social media has hacked this system by providing instant, measurable validation (likes, followers, comments) that triggers dopamine - creating actual addiction pathways in your brain. " This makes peace impossible because there's always someone ahead.
Indirect Effects
- •You make major life decisions (career, relationships, location) based on how they look rather than what you want
- •You accumulate debt and financial stress trying to maintain an impressive image
- •Your self-esteem crashes when social media engagement is low or someone doesn't validate you
- •You can't enjoy experiences because you're too busy thinking about how to present them
- •Your relationships are superficial - people know your highlights but not your struggles
- •You experience imposter syndrome because deep down you know you're not who you're pretending to be
- •You lose touch with your genuine interests, values, and desires
- •You become judgmental of others because you're locked in constant comparison
- •You waste enormous time and energy on maintaining the performance instead of building real skills or connections
- •You experience midlife crisis when you realize years have passed living for applause
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